"No," she whispers, closing her eyes in an effort to stop the tears leaking out onto his neck and shoulder. "It's wonderful." She's never been in love before, never had anyone love her. Sure, Julie loves her, and so does Beth, but that's different, they're family, they have to love her. (She's discovered this about families. It had been a surprise.) To have Cougar choose to love her...that's special.