"They're happy tears," she tries to protest, though her smile wobbles as he kisses her. "I promise, I'm happy." Today has been a rollercoaster of a day, and despite pinching him, there's a part of her that still can't quite believe it's all real. It feels sacrilegious, somehow, to be so happy when their situation should be miserable, but here she is, crying because she's happy, something that only happened to her when she held baby Beth in her arms for the first time.