You did what you had to do, A. You didn't have a choice. It doesn't make you a bad person. Have you thought about seeing someone? A professional someone, I mean. I've read a whole bunch of psychology books, but I don't feel qualified to do anything more than just listen to you when you feel like sharing. Maybe therapy will help you feel less splintered, help you feel more comfortable going back home. I think your family would appreciate seeing you again. I know if I was your family, I'd appreciate seeing you as much as possible.
In my defense, you're a hard man to read. Especially when all I'm doing is reading your letters and not your expression.
There really isn't much for me to say. Things are fine, I guess. My team tolerates me pretty well, all things considered. I haven't seen much action, being attached to my laptop most of the time, so I'm safe. You don't have to worry about me, I promise.
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