I have a professional someone to talk to, though it's not very conventional. The trouble is that when we're on missions like this, it's hard to get a hold of him and so I tend to bury it all and go quiet. I know it's not a good habit, but it's a hard one to break.
It's also hard because I haven't been telling my family something else. I haven't even told you this something, yet. I suppose I will have to eventually, so why not now.
I like someone. I like them very much, but I know their interests lie elsewhere. It is beginning to wear on my heart and yet, I know I can't stop what I feel.
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